I remember all, when you said that you miss me, you long to me, your words, your smiles, your everything.
When you still in Malasya, all of your words became a love's blossom to me, you took my heart with all your cares.Your messages to my facebook account proves that you care of me a lot.Indeed you ever asked me about my feeling, about my self to you but i replied that unclearly.
I don't know what it is, in that moment i feel so comfy to talk to you, share my everything to you.You told me that you indeed adore me, love something a part of my self.
My feeling to you increasingly growing,Each day of mine always brings your name.Every calling by your cellphone made me felt like a real gentleman.
When you'd hurt by your boyfriend, gave you a nightmare, you told that to me first.
When your daddy fallen in down, you called me first.
When your younger brother in mistake, you consultated it to me,
so, all your sharing, all my simphaty made fall in love's valley.All happened is because of you.
Likewise about your log activity,your complaints,your tiring,all become discovered to me.
Untill one time you would go home you called me first, you told you want to met me first to ensure that Asy is Asy in FB,Asy Is Real.
Then The Nightmare slowly haunt my self. :(
Your words began to change, it was not like your formerly words.
So that i asked my self,is the malasyan is indonesian,too ?
are you look my physicly beauty ?
are you look my establishment ?
are you look at my pocket's secret ?
are you look at my oily face ? so you feel shocker ?
are you look at my family background ?
I am so sad, all your words become inconsistent.
My tears become bigger, day by day i long for your care,hoping that you will come to me and dealing my feeling.
NYSN...you know ? i left Jakarta and then go back to this town.One Big Reason is because of you.I want you tobe mine.I want to share my everthing to you only.I want to make you tobe my last love and i will never change you with the other girl.
Along Our Journey after we met in this town_always become special.I want to spent my each day only with you.
so I had time to think that i want to build a little beautiful household with you, with you my Tears Maker. :(
I got to know that you have some complaints on me. But when i want to fix it you thrown me a hurt.
you gave me cold respond :( , At last when you came back from Siborong-borong.You know i paid my debt_it is because i hunger to see you but when i apllied to pick you home you rejected.
And then i asked to myself,
are you want to limitate our relationship ?
are you want to leave me alone forever and will never caome back ?
is the P.P on your FB Account is the biggest reason to cut this feeling ?
I know Mr, Sinaga is your BF, but you ever said that you able to erase him from your mind.
So, what's going on girl ?
really...this tears never stop to boom up.
Overall,my everything...
I'll stay up at my consistency, i'll keep my love for you in whole of my life.
And If The Lord allow me, i will make you as the last woman i ever had.
I Love You Forever,NYSN.
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